Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The Birth of Lorizio : A Metaphysical Theory Personified

I like to believe that we all have an ability to "sense" when someone is "The One". We have a formula of certain stimuli that, when fused together, creates the person with whom we will share the rest of our lives with. Also, I feel we have a somewhat "psychic" connection with that person, and how that person will be in the future. I think some of these instances are explained with examples in statements such as "When I met him/her, I just knew" or "love at first sight/conversation" or "just the mere exposure to the aura of the person makes your heart jump and your breath take."

Even though these statements are ridiculously cliche, over-used, and flat-out lame. I have reason to believe the facts that perpetuate their usage.

While laying in my bed this morning, while procrastinating from starting my long morning, I had an image sail into my senses. I could see myself in a bed with polished, hardwood walls surrounding it. The bed was incredibly comfortable and I was looking at a male figure with glasses on and a book in his hand. I had an overwhelming feeling of ease and liberation while hearing his voice, so comforting. So soothing. He wasn't really talking about something important. Just talking casually, probably about whatever he was reading.

I was completely immersed in his words, listening to every syllable, entirely interested. I could feel the warm, genuine smile on my face as I watched him through this futuristic, dreamsicle lense.

Years ago, I named my soulmate Simon. Later on in high school, I named him Shinnosuke. Now, a few months ago, I've been calling him Lorizio. Different name. Same entity.

This was a daydream I felt that I was experiencing as a premonition of the future that awaited me later in my life. I was seeing Lorizio a few years after we've met, together, and happy.

I have the feeling that I already know who he is, and what he wants to be. I think Lorizio is an artist, maybe a painter. He comes from a supportive family and has close ties with them. He's incredibly patient, is great with kids, and likes to smile alot. He's shy when you first meet him, but later he warms up. He's also in a lifelong search to feed his brain and learn as much as he can.

It's a random, unsupported, ineffable knowledge that I've seemed to acquire over the years. With visions and emotions such as these, that I feel only in small instances, help my flailing optimism when it comes to finding someone to share my life with. I believe this metaphysical phenomena exists in all of us and that we should try to listen to the voices of our souls calling out for its partner.

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Ok that was SO corny lol. But I wanted to just put my personal testimony out there and see if I'm the only one who experiences this. (in that case, I'm a schizo LOL) Hope to get some comments! I'll see you guys next blog!